One.

Will you look at that, my blog has finally reached a year old. WUWUWUWUUW.

And what does that calls for? Nothing! because a pathetic blog like this doesn't deserve any celebration! WEE!

But all jokes aside, it's time for a brand new set of New Year's resolution! :D:D alright lets go.

1. Get straight A+ for SPM. DUH. (okay maybe not A+, As will do. straight A+ a bit too imba for me. LOL.)
2. Initiate Project FatToFit (will explain in details later)
3. Increase my tolerance level over all things possible and try not to get pissed off too easily.
4. Figure out what i want to do with my life after school.
5. Try to puff ONE, SINGLE cigarette! O:!O:! daddy and mummy if you are reading this you know i still love you as much as ever and i'm not losing my own self. (this is gonna spark sooo much controversy. LOL. hopefully i don't lose anyone cause of this ):)
6. Master Romance d'Amour on the guitar.
7. Minimize the usage of swearing as much as possible.
8. TRY to pay more attention in class, self studying is seriously very VERY stressful.
9. Keep track of my spending and avoid spending more than i get.
10. Get a date for prom? HAHAHA i don't know what else to put lah, give me a break D:

So yeah, there you go, 10 resolutions for the year 2011, i decided to remain it as 10 and not to increase it by 1 because if i do that i'll eventually have 20 resolutions to fulfil in the year 2020,in which i'll probably lose my sanity before i can even accomplish half of em', so it's a no-no for me.

Aim? accomplish at least three-quarter of them, you do the math. ;D

Oh and last but not least, I would like to wish everyone who are reading this:

A FANTASTIC & SUCCESSFUL NEW YEAR! :D:D:D

Okay, that's all for now, see you whenever! ;D

Yours Truly.

2010: Recap.

Will you look at that, it's already new year's eve. Just one more day and it'll be our senior year, the most frustrating yet memorable year of our school lives.

Remember in the very first post of this blog, i listed out 10 New Year's resolution? well it's time to bring it back, lets see how i did, shall we?

• Get a girlfriend Top 10 in class - Success!

No doubt one of the proudest achievement i've ever achieved, managed to get into top 10 twice, the 2nd being in top 5, though honestly i think i don't really deserve to be in the top 5 position, due to the massive leaks that has been spread across the state during our finals. But i still Thank God for the guidance, grace, strength and everything he has bless upon me to accomplish such a resolution. God is truly great.

• Make an effort to work out REGULARLY - Success, i think?

Well i COULD say i worked out, though obviously there were signs of laziness here and there, but no doubt this is the year i worked out the most, so i would consider this as a success? but next year will definitely be different, imma twofold the effort for the greater good of myself.

• Learn to play a decent song on a guitar - FAIL.

The ONLY song i know how to play right now would be Romance d'Amour, and i only know how to play the first half of it, so it's not complete. That being said, it's not a complete song so it's a fail for this. BOO.

• Be more hansem sociable. - TBA.

UHH, i THINK i'm more sociable? =/ i don't know imma call a vote on this, this need voices and opinions and can't be decided on my own. so yeah, poll is on the side, will appreciate it if you vote. ;D

• Make >9000 more friends - Success!

Okay obviously that wasn't meant to be taken seriously if you thought i was being serious about making >9000 friends, i mean 9000 friends? come on, more of 9000 FANS. LOL. But yeah, i did manage to make a ton of new friends this year, and also few bffs/bitches of course :D:D

• Get this blog famous a decent hit count. - FAILLLL.

This is such a horrible fail. even the hit counter and the poll went cuckoo. twice. probably it was laughing at how pathetic of a blogging i am and didn't want to be on a pathetic blog like mine, so they went cuckoo as a sign of how big of a fail i am. ): Oh wellz.

• Update this blog regularly. - FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAILLL.

Okay this is probably the biggest fail among the rest of the resolutions. I've been mentioning i'll update this blog regularly repeatedly, and what happen? i disappear for 4 months, awesomee. and there's not even a single month where i have a double digit number of posts. LOL. I'm really not cut out to be a blogger lah. imma drop this resolution and the previous one before this next year. LOL. less stuff to worry about, dah lah next year spm year. (N)

• Hook up a new sport. - Success!

Yes, if you didn't know, i picked up squash, don't ask why. LOL. Though originally i wanted to pick up tennis, but i was told a tennis racquet isn't cheap, and i have a free squash racquet, so what the heck lah. LOL. I can say i'm pretty decent in it now? because of this i'm FINALLY active in koko, though this is the ONLY thing i'm active among the rest of the 2 clubs. LOL. so credits to the sport. :D

• Make an effort to finish any essays given. LULZ. - FAIL.

Well at least i managed to finish ONE essay for bm, as far as i remember lah. LOL. essays isn't my thing, i don't have the patience to sit down and think of what to write, unless i'm under threat or whatever lah, like exams, that one different story, no choice, if not i gg.com. LOL.

• Go out with any secondary school/classmates. - Success!

Yes i know i sound like a sad sad forever alone child for this to be a resolution but the thing is, i've never gone out with any secondary school/classmates the previous years, as far as my memory can serve me lah, i don't know why. LOL. bugger, i seriously sound as if i've never gone out before only, imma stop here. LOL.

Final Results?

5/10

Half, okayy lah, at least i managed to accomplish half of it. LOL. Next year's accomplish 3/4 of em'! hopefully. ):

But overall 2010 has been one heck of the year, met a lot of awesome people who changed me, both for the better and for the worse, depends on how you look at it. LOL, though there was also some unfortunate and disappointing incidents throughout the year, but every year has its' ups and downs, doesn't it, it's just inevitable. What do I do? friggin suck it up, and move along, because there's no point crying over spilt milk, get over it, and enjoy the rest of the day, because it gets better. Everytime. True story. :D

Long story short, it has been an awesome year, and it'll definitely be a memorable one.

2011, I'm ready.

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly, Wishing you a Happy New Year's Eve. :DD

Happy Sweet 16 BFF!

Wow, this blog is just dead pathetic, guess i'm not cut out to be a blogger. :/

Anywayy, I would like to dedicate this wonderful post to no doubt one of my most blur BFF, yes and this would be my first birthday post ever written to a friend if you didn't realize, and you're lucky number 1, so you BETTER APPRECIATE IT. D;

Lim Shu-Lyn! :D

Thoughh she's not gonna read this until tomorrow, but it doesn't really matter now does it? the point is as long as she reads it and acknowledges it. :D

BFF! i hope your having the time of your life in HK right now, it's been 2 years since we've known each other, but apparently 6 months is more than enough for us to become the best of friends. forever. HAHA! I thank you for the jokes and laughs you've have shared, the encouragement when i was being pathetic, OH not forgetting your blurness that cracks me up everytime. HAHAH! and yes it's a compliment, you're welcome. :P

I really appreciate them, all of em'. it definitely wouldn't be the same not knowing you, I'll have one less person to talk to at 1-2am in the morning, you know, one less lonely girl, you know? justin bieber? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah i know i'm pathetically pathetic and deserves to be shot by a shotgun into the head. ):

Anyway, this is for you bff! hope you like it. :D:D

It's too bad that it's only Peng You and not Hao Peng You, BOO. Anyway i hope it isn't too draggy for your liking, please do tell me if you don't like it. D: don't need paiseh. LOL.

Once again, Happy Sweet 16 BFF! muax muax x0x0 ♥♥ HAHA! stupid blogger wouldn't let me write [less than 3] or anything that has the 'greather/lesser than' sign stupid HTML nonsense. D;

I just had to, LOL. you know i still love you bff. HAHAHA.

OH and make sure you cry reading this okay, i put A LOT of feelings and effort to do it one, so must cry. LOL. :DD

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.

Happy Birthday Mummy!

I would like to dedicate this post to my beloved mummy dearest:

Yes i realized that picture is from my birthday but this is one of the best i could find, cut me some slack.

The role model responsible for my upbringing and making me the somebody i am today, I thank you so much for everything you have done and blessed me with. You are always there for me whenever i'm feeling down and never fail turn that frown of mine upside down, always inspiring me with inspirational phrases to do my very best in life. I'm truly grateful for everything and i just can't be blessed enough. I sincerely apologize and express my deepest regrets for every selfish and irrational acts of mine that hurt or disappointed you. I'll definitely make you proud in the future to come, watch me mum, you'll see.

Once again, Happy Birthday favourite mother! :D:D

I feel so....unsatisfied with this post however ): It's like i barely expressed my thankfulness towards my mum, but she knows me better than anyone else, so i'm very sure she knows how much i genuinely love her. Hopefully. ♥

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.

Euphoria.

If you guys didn't know, yesterday was my sweet 16th birthday.

And for the very first time, i actually went to school on my birthday since they were throwing a class party, cause usually by the time it reaches my birthday, school has already ended, and so happen it was officially the last day of school.

Honestly i wasn't expecting anything much, just a regular class party to celebrate and appreciate the teachers for everything they've done.

I was so wrong.

When the pizzas, fries and nuggets came in, i thought, 'hey look, food's here, lets dig in.'

So i got off my seat and headed to the front of the class to grab a plate to eat.

It was then, i had the surprise of the year.

Shyen walked into the class, with a big cake on her hand, while the rest of the class sang a Happy Birthday song to me.

The feeling was just, indescribable

Obviously the cake wasn't solely for me, it was shared by Ajira whose birthday was two days later, and also the teachers to appreciate their dedication and hard work, thus the birth of The Birthday Cake of Appreciation.

Alright, i'll stop here, and let the pictures take over, after all, A picture says a thousand words. *wink*

The Birthday Cake of Appreciation. :D

Cutting the cake with Ajira and fellow teachers.

Then, i was told to remove the candle from the cake, but using my mouth only. carrying on the tradition, i did as i was told and proceeded to remove the candle from the cake.

Carrying on the tradition of removing the candle by mouth.

I don't think an explanation is needed for what comes next, right?

faceplant!

Just look at the plate, can you imagine the force they applied on my head. LOL.

Imtiaz putting on the final touches.

Group Photo! :DD

After all the party and celebration, each and everyone of us decided to sign our signatures on the class board for....the sake of signing on the board. LOL.

The class board filled with everyone's signatures. :D:D

The final shot of the class. :(:(

Having a moment of silence for the class. (yes i know. we're Gammarians, get used to it.) ;D

Now for a deep moment, I apologize if i get too emotional or sentimental or whatever, but this is what i truly feel, so bear with me please. ;D

It has been a heck of a year, the joy, the happiness, the camwhoring, the overused words, it has truly been an honour being in this class and i just can't be blessed enough. This has been an awesome year and i know next year will be even much better, a league on its own. This is just the mark of the beginning, The Inception. The experience and lessons i've learned, the feelings it gave me, it'll last a lifetime, that's a definite. Once again, i truly thank each and everyone of the Gammarians, including those who weren't around to join us. this is defenitely the sweetest 16 ever, and it just can't be anymore sweeter. Thank You. ♥

♥

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.