2012.

badass movie indeed. no i'm not talking about the movie that came out last November.

Apparently Chile was struck by a staggering 8.8 magnitude earthquake earlier today. around 3.30AM local time (which is around 3.30 in the afternoon for our timing) reportedly killing 122 people up to this point of time, and the death toll are expected to rise as time passes by.

If you wanna know how bad the earthquake really is, Haiti's was only 7.0. that's how bad it is.

What's more, tsunami warnings have been issued throughout the nations across the Pacific Ocean,(thankfully we're not affected. yet.)

Hours ago, media said that Hawaii was gonna get struck by some serious tsunai strike, but apparently, Hawaii managed to 'dodge a bullet' thus avoiding catastrophic damages.

And right now, Japan and Russia is ordering residents among the coastal region to evacuate to higher grounds ASAP as a tsunami is expected to strike in the hours to come.

And now a very simple question:

WHAT is happening to our planet?

It's already bad enough that an earthquake has struck Haiti, and now, not even 2 months later, another earthquake has occurred, only this time bringing tsunami waves along with it.

This is too much i tell you, if this continues on as it is right now, we're gonna have earthquakes on a monthly basis. can you imagine how many lives are gonna get snatched away by that? not cool man. not cool at all.

Though we're not affected by the earthquakes or tsunami, it's bad enough to even acknowledge it.

If you want the full length details, go watch CNN/BBC/Aljazeera or whatever, i'm sure they're talking about it right now. OH YEAH ADVERTISING FTW.

On a completely unrelated note:

EXAMS IS IN A WEEKS TIME AND I'M STILL IDLING AROUND. YEAH BABY, YEAH!

The march test is gonna screw me inside out i tell you. groovy baby!

Three cheers for sweet failure!

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.

Sleepless Night.

I guess this would probably be one of the earliest post i've written and will most likely be the earliest one i'll ever write.

It's 2:16AM right now, and i can't sleep at all. not. one. bit.

Why?

Because of the unexplainable pain/ache i'm currently suffering from both my arms.

Don't bother asking me how i even got the pain/ache in the first place, cause even i myself doesn't have the slightest idea of how i even got it.

[Edit: 11:11AM]

My mum suspects that my arm problem is probably caused by the side effects of the medication, which i agreed with her, i remember the doctor did mention something about palpitation(irregular heartbeat), but i don't remember she mentioning anything about anything related to the arms. I think rather than my heart, my arms got the side effect instead. funny funny funny.

All i know, it came along with my chest congestion.

Only thing, my congestion has now subsided, but my pain/ache grows worse.

For the past few days, i've been having trouble getting a good night sleep due to the pain/ache, but i'll eventually doze off sooner or later.

But as for today, i've been trying to FORCE myself to sleep for the past 2 hours, but it seems that i can't even get the slighest wink of sleep. and they said that the cough mixture causes drowsiness. PFFT.

So here i am, feeling like a zombie, updating this blog just because i have nothing else to do.

Come to think of it, the last time i had a real sleepless night was somewhat in a similar matter, only thing that time my chest was SERIOUSLY congested, so congested that i couldn't take a proper breath without coughing, which was if my memory serves me right, 3 years back.

Now, my chest is cleared, but my damn arms are literally irritating me to death. the feeling is literally unexplainable, it's neither a pain nor an ache, it's just....irritating.

I'm so desperate to get some sleep i even went to google and type 'how to overcome sleepless nights'. sounds pathetic. i know. but i can assure you that you would do the same thing if you were in my shoes.

I have roughly around 5 hours more till the break of the day, and seriously do not know what i'm going to do till then. i think what that time comes, i'll be a being without a soul.

If you really want to know how bad that pain/ache can be right now, i envy those who are born without arms. that's how bad it is.

Feelings are just so hard to explain sometimes, don't you agree?

Screw it lah, imma go try to force myself to sleep. again. if i still can't, i'll just watch some random movies to pass the time.

Okay, that's all for now. D;

Yours Truly.

Reconsideration.

Remember in my first post, i listed out a few New Year's resolutions that i plan to accomplish?

Well after giving it a long and hard thought, i realized that accomplishing ALL of it is somewhat similar to being able to divide by zero.

In other words, accomplishing ALL of it is nearly, NEARLY, not absolutely, NEARLY. impossible.

Why? think nato. ;D

But really, i'll explain why:

1) Get top 10 in class

• The only reason that made me think that i would be able to accomplish this particular resolution is because of the lil' pride and self-esteem i got after receiving my PMR results. but as i entered form 4, after experiencing what it is like to be in a top class again, i realized that getting flying colours for PMR doesn't mean anything, in my class at least. being in my class is terrifying i tell you, it's like all the top students in each class are cramped into one. as for me, being in the bottom 20 consistently last year, i seriously have no idea how i ended up in the best. i guess the school loves me. ♥

2) Update this blog regularly and get a decent hit count.

• It's been 2 months, 48 days to be exact, since the grand opening of my wonderful blog, and up to this point of time, i only have 11 posts, this being the 12th, as compared to others which has daily updates and my hit count is pathetic, compared to others that started the same time as me, they have a hit count of nearly 10k. i kinda expected it though, i don't even update my blog often, what more a decent hit count. a very simple reason why i don't update this blog often: i have nothing to blog about. and i don't believe in updating for the sake of updating, i will only update if there's something worthy to blog about.

Last but not least.

3) Learn to play a decent song on a guitar.

• I told myself that i would, but somehow or another i totally lost all motivation to play. and i don't even have professional coaching, i'm clearly learning on my on, in which makes it much MUCH more harder that it seems. in other words: i'm lazy.

Well, i DID mention that i'm a nato person from a nato family:

"And being a proud member of the infamous nato* group, don't bother getting your hopes too high if you're a person who falls into depression easily. ;D"

—Yours Truly.

These are the few that i'm not confident in being able to accomplish it, but the rest i should, SHOULD be able to. who knows? maybe sooner or later, i'll somehow or another manage to accomplish these 3 mentioned above too. surprise surprise..

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.

Nebulizer.

Is it just me or is everyone falling sick on CNY week?

Whatever it is, i happened to be one of them, and it wasn't just a fever, i got my chest congested and my nose stucked.

I first got it if i'm not mistaken 2-3 days ago i think, when i thought i just had a ordinary cough, so i just ignored it, only to make the condition worse, the next day, i came down with a fever, and a worse conditioned chest.

So i told my mum that i had a fever and congested chest, then she applied some stuff on me the yesterday night. then today, my fever subsided, but my congested chest persists.

So to prevent my condition from getting any worse, i went to see the doctor today, and the doctor told me that i got it through viral means.

In the end i ended up on a nebulizer, and since i doubt many knows what a nebulizer is, i decided to take some pictars while i'm being treated to let you all know what it is. i know it sounds complicated, but in fact it's actually quite simple:

You see the mask i'm wearing? Yes, that's a nebulizer.

Basically it's a dispenser (in this case, a mask) that turns a liquid (in this case, my medication) into a fine mist for me to inhale it in to reduce my congestion in my chest.

It took me roughly 10-15mins to inhale in all the medication inside the nebulizer.

After that, we consulted the doctor one final time, then we went to the pharmacy section to collect a heck load of drugs, settled our bill and headed back home.

And here i am, updating this blog with my chest still congested, though it's slightly better now.

Though i'm already quite late in this, i didn't want to put up a post solely just for this because, it's just, uhh.....i just didn't want to. ;D

And since i have already mentioned it, on behalf of my family, we would like to wish all readers a:

~HAPPY, HEALTHY AND PROSPEROUS CHINESE NEW YEAR~

may all of you who are reading this drown in good health and prosperity. LULZ. ;D

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.

Larian Lebuhraya.

So today we had a running of the Jews cross country race in my school, with the circumference of ss18 being the race course.

All students first gathered in the big giant padang that we have in our school to listen to speeches we can't even hear, and doing some warm up which no one followed.

After that, we gathered at the main entrance of the school to get prepared for the race.

Air horn goes off. and off we go!

Teachers and PBSM students were scattered all over the race course to make sure students doesn't try to be funny to take a shortcut or some detour to cyber/asia cafe or what not. but somehow or another, a dude managed to took a shortcut and ended up getting 10th place in his category. tsk. tsk tsk.

Roughly 24 minutes later, i reached the finishing line. and to my surprise, i was one of the first few to finish it.....among my friends. D;<

But it's still considered an improvement okay! i still remembered i was one of the last few to finish it in the previous years.

But overall wise i still suck lah. i'm nowhere near the top 50, maybe top 60-70 lah. but numbers are only up to Top 50. D;< D;<

The top runner in my category is damn gay, according to my friend who finished earlier than me, he said that the top runner took him only 8, EIGHT I TELL YOU, EIGHT minutes to finish the whole race. ALKFGTJAWEKL;RTJL;KJ. He's like the chinese malaysian variant of Usain Bolt. okay lah fine, since he's a mssd runner or what not, topping the rest isn't much of a surprise, BUT IN EIGHT MINUTES?! TOO MUCH I TELL YOU. TOO MUCH. oscar you're gay, and i hate you. if you are even reading this that is. D;<

After the race ended roughly around 9.40+, we were supposed to gather in the hall for some performance stuff and prize giving, but being in this school for 3 years and attending the race since form 1, i knew it was one way in and no way out, until 12.30. so i decided to go home. but the discipline teachers and guards were surrounding the main gate and locked one of the two other gates.

But luckily i managed to escape out of school before the guards locked the 3rd door. so i gave a call to my mummy dearest and she picked me up and fetched me home.

And right now i'm updating this post with my leg aching like nobody's business. i'm not surprised though, in fact i was kinda expecting it since i didn't even prepare anything for the race. i told myself weeks before the race to jog and prepare for the race, but it seems laziness got the better of me. (Y)

Okay i don't wanna make this post too long, so i guess that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.

Misery.

You know, i somehow or another have a wee gut feeling that i'm somewhat jinxed/cursed/hexed.

Why do i say so?

Because misfortune has been striking me more often than before. ever since the beginning of this week, things have been literally disappearing from me magically. from stationaries to exercise books to note books to even text books.

Since i had to go to the toilet due to obvious reasons, i put my biology textbooks and note book together on my bag. and when i came back, the book was missing. i was already quite pissed off before that due to reasons that are meant for me to know and for you to find out.(Y) So when noticed the books were missing, the first thing that came to mind was that someone was pulling a fast one on me, which obviously made me more pissed off. but when the people i asked claimed that they did not do anything, it made me even more pissed than ever before.

Up to this point i have lost:

• A compass
• One of the three Add maths exercise books
• Biology Note Book
• Biology Textbook.

And no, i'm not the type of people that 'loses' their book just because they didn't want to do the work. though i have to admit that i WAS ONCE like that. WAS ONCE. NOT ANYMORE. people change okay. D;

And if you think that is all, it isn't. though in this case it revolves not only me but the whole class.

Because we are still using the lab. when we are SUPPOSED to be using the new block.

Reason? they are moving the tables in. and due to that, they said that we'll be moving in next week. the same exact words they told us the week before. if this goes on the way it is right now, i won't be surprised if they'll repeat the same words the next week. Because of that, i lost nearly all trust towards the school authority. and that is not cool. not. one. bit.

THIS IS TOO MUCH I TELL YOU. TOO MUCH. D;

Misery loves me. ♥

Okay, that's all for now. ;D

Yours Truly.