Sleepless Night.

I guess this would probably be one of the earliest post i've written and will most likely be the earliest one i'll ever write.

It's 2:16AM right now, and i can't sleep at all. not. one. bit.

Why?

Because of the unexplainable pain/ache i'm currently suffering from both my arms.

Don't bother asking me how i even got the pain/ache in the first place, cause even i myself doesn't have the slightest idea of how i even got it.

[Edit: 11:11AM]

My mum suspects that my arm problem is probably caused by the side effects of the medication, which i agreed with her, i remember the doctor did mention something about palpitation(irregular heartbeat), but i don't remember she mentioning anything about anything related to the arms. I think rather than my heart, my arms got the side effect instead. funny funny funny.

All i know, it came along with my chest congestion.

Only thing, my congestion has now subsided, but my pain/ache grows worse.

For the past few days, i've been having trouble getting a good night sleep due to the pain/ache, but i'll eventually doze off sooner or later.

But as for today, i've been trying to FORCE myself to sleep for the past 2 hours, but it seems that i can't even get the slighest wink of sleep. and they said that the cough mixture causes drowsiness. PFFT.

So here i am, feeling like a zombie, updating this blog just because i have nothing else to do.

Come to think of it, the last time i had a real sleepless night was somewhat in a similar matter, only thing that time my chest was SERIOUSLY congested, so congested that i couldn't take a proper breath without coughing, which was if my memory serves me right, 3 years back.

Now, my chest is cleared, but my damn arms are literally irritating me to death. the feeling is literally unexplainable, it's neither a pain nor an ache, it's just....irritating.

I'm so desperate to get some sleep i even went to google and type 'how to overcome sleepless nights'. sounds pathetic. i know. but i can assure you that you would do the same thing if you were in my shoes.

I have roughly around 5 hours more till the break of the day, and seriously do not know what i'm going to do till then. i think what that time comes, i'll be a being without a soul.

If you really want to know how bad that pain/ache can be right now, i envy those who are born without arms. that's how bad it is.

Feelings are just so hard to explain sometimes, don't you agree?

Screw it lah, imma go try to force myself to sleep. again. if i still can't, i'll just watch some random movies to pass the time.

Okay, that's all for now. D;

Yours Truly.